new stuff

Post by **mccutcheon** » Tue Jun 26, 2001 10:06 am

we have many new photos, ON THE BUS PASSANGERS, and Pax Acidus feedback. check it all out. I'm not going to post it in the hyper links because surfing is so much fun you lazy bastards and besides the Sloth is passed out and I'm the last man staning (again) time to get a bottle of white wine, some Iggy pop and valiums. Really all you have to do is click those top green buttons that say Gallery, The Bus and interact, oops. well that might be too hard for some.

XXXXXXXI'm so much in the mood for kissing and am all alone xxx damn do I want to kiss and I'm a damn good kisser. ever feel all alone and just want to kiss? XxXx I feel that way now. XXX big kisses and baby kisses xxxx

good night as we all have to say at some time.

XXXxxXXXxxxxXXXXxxxxxXXXXXxxxxxxXXXXXXxxxXXXX

fur · Post by **fur** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 7:19 am

Maybe you are a good kisser, but if you were less self-absorbed and more giving you would have someone to kiss instead of being alone.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 7:33 am

I have lots of people to kiss. My mom kisses me when she tucks me into bed every night.

mmmmm a big wet one XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 7:49 am

really fur, don't you understand being self-absorbed is the only way to stay free. To get things done. it's the truest way of loving yourself. And we all know you have to love yourself before anyone else can love you. And what? You've never been high and alone and feeling sexy? and if you have never been high you are on the wrong site. not that we are about drugs or sex or music or reading or other pleasures of the soul. hell no.

and anyway don't put me on the defensive and judge me on the crap i post here. It's more fiction than the stories I write.

you know what i did today? I got up at 5:24 am took a shower. woke the wife. feed the kids. fixed the lunch in the lunch boxs. went to the bank. Had meetings all afternoon. came home. cut the grass. painted the fence a new coat of white (what the wife calls eggshell) had diner. put the kids to bed. watched tv for four hours. tried to fondle the wife but her bad breath and cold manner put me off. went to sleep with an erection that stayed untouched. and guess what? I get to do it all over again tomorrow.

bisous.

fur · Post by **fur** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 8:20 am

Mmm. I seem to recall Tom Sawyer or Huck whitewashing a fence not painting it.
And that's the most dismal thing I've read by you so far, but at least I can feel the passion of you standing on your laurels.

Being self-absorbed is good. You get what you think you want in the end. But there is an intrinstic value in giving merely to watch someone else enjoy themselves because of you.

Oh and I have a little blue animal by my bed that I like to smooch.

xxoo

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 9:01 am

wow debate!!! yeah. you go girl or boy but i think you are a girl. but who knows.

hugs and kisses back to you. sorry to be dismal. the rest i didn't understand.

mmenabi · Post by **mmenabi** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 10:01 am

whitewash is a mixture of lime and water and other thing that once upon a time people to used to whiten shit. i think people used it because it was cheaper than paint and fairly simple to make. now that paint is a bit more affordable, folks have stopped using whitewash because, well, its solid, prettier and less work. besides, didn't he point out that the paint was actually "eggshell" and not "white"? at any rate, who cares. we get the white picket fence picture either way, don't we? cheers~nabi

The Welsh Cunt · Post by **The Welsh Cunt** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 10:19 am

Howard the Welsh cunt says hi

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 10:30 am

nabi when are we going for sushi? love you babe. we don't have phones. at leat ones that we answer.

mmenabi · Post by **mmenabi** » Wed Jun 27, 2001 10:39 pm

being that i'm in the bay area right now, i won't be available for sushi until i return tomorrow. i see radiohead tonight--yay! want to try for sunday? give me a call, i believe you have my number, and i have yours. cheers~nabi

Post by **mccutcheon** » Tue Jul 03, 2001 9:24 am

we have new DJ mixes up

Sloth DJ mix http://www.paxacidus.com/sound/djmix/cousinsfucking.html

McCutcheon Dj mix http://www.paxacidus.com/sound/djmix/psychotic.html

also we have a new design were we list the playlists. we never ment to fuck over the artists creating the music. sometimes we were just too fucked up to remember what we played. like the best Dj's were are just big fans of the music we play and wish we could be more like them. There are a few DJ mixes without playlists because our computer crashed. if you really want to know email us and we will do our best to give them to you.

I have 3 break up poems.

Pathetic http://www.paxacidus.com/read/pathetic.html

Always & Forever http://www.paxacidus.com/read/always.html

Bitter Break Up Words http://www.paxacidus.com/read/bitter.html

none of this is directed at one person. Julia and I had a nice day together. She's invited to the 4th party even though she has a new boyfriend and I've been with a few girls. we are some of the sexiest people in Seattle. Too bad for us. (I hope you get all this in jest) Don't question the artistic mind. Because I don't have one and couldn't give you the answers. mmmmmmmmsmack

I'm back to the big W

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jul 07, 2001 9:59 pm

Here is another bitter break up poem. They are so damn easy to write I think I'll do a series!

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Ã¢â‚¬Å“I'll always be there for you.Ã¢â‚¬?
by McCutcheon

When a girl dumps you,
doesn't want to see you anymore,
and her departing words areÃ¢â‚¬Â¦

Ã¢â‚¬Å“I'll always be there for you.Ã¢â‚¬?

What does that mean?

Does it mean when you are lonely and horny and missing her naked body you can call her up and she'll come over and suck your cock? I think probably not.

Does it mean you can meet up for coffee and she can tell you all the great things happening in her world, how she is so happy and her new relationship is fabulous? I think fuck that.

Ã¢â‚¬Å“I'll always be there for you.Ã¢â‚¬?

Great. Thanks. I'm going to forget that you exist.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jul 14, 2001 10:15 pm

New McCutcheon DJ mix. This goes good with red wine and friends and summer evenings and stars and a pull over fittted tight. A kiss good night Seattle.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jul 14, 2001 10:16 pm

Opps, here is the link. http://www.paxacidus.com/sound/djmix/beginning.html

Post by **mccutcheon** » Mon Aug 13, 2001 8:47 pm

Oh the good old days of Pax Acidus when everything was running smooth, we were never down and had unlimited space to post over twenty DJ mixes and over thirty short stories plus everything else that we like to think is fantastic. We were limited only by our own imaginations. Alas, then The Sloth became a penny pincher and it all went to hell. Now we are trying to rebuild jumping from server to server and unable to post all the DJ mixes. Fuck me it makes me mad. Plus I'm sitting on four new mixes featuring some of the most inspiring music of the summer plus lost classics that always make me smile. We will have to suffer together. Until then here is a new story.
http://paxacidus.com/read/blamecanada.html