Jack loves Laszlo the way Ryan loves Mccutcheon the way Slot

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jul 11, 2001 9:07 am

post here. all love and hate and debate....I respect the hate and buried love, and in the end I think there is respect. At least we are writing. it might take too much of our time. Then again it might lead to somewhere we don't know exists. who knows. Not me. But it must be said that we, all of us find it enteraining. Now I have to go fuck....

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jul 11, 2001 4:28 pm

I'm very drunk and it's around 6 in the morning so forgive me if this goes astray. is that Prince? anyway I hope we haven't turned Pax Acidus into a boys club. It might be my fault. I have been dealing with a broken heart for some time and I don't want to make excuses (except I always do) and I think I have been a bit of a prick. I'm not about to change the way i write but it is more than that. everything is action and reaction. actuallly i was going to write more but I can't see the keys. sorry. if there are some girls out there why don't you set us straight. fucking everyone but the girl you want. bellyache. tears. semen stained sheets. I have many poems I'm sitting on so look for those soon. My first paid poetry reading didn't go so well. it doesn't stop me. i want to leave America. to grab some Welsh, the DJ Carl says in Glue that moving isn't a cop out. it is a new begining. ...something like that. i have served my time here. i have spent more than half my life outside of the states and I'm getting close to making it even. Time to leave. I don't want to complain..so i should leave. i don't want to pay more for a tomato that a Big Mac. How can a vegtable cost more than a whole sandwich. Not that i have eaten that shit food for over 15 years. not once. i tok Julia there once but for a soda. we had to leave because of the smell. And do you know that Mc d's on the end of Haight in S.F right at the begining of the park? Well they wouldn't let me pee there for free.

I hate it here. blind drunk and other stuff and sick of fucking. just can't do it anymore. Ladies and gentlemen McCutcheon is floating in space. J.P. is still alive. can't wait to hear the new album. glory.

death and a broken heart and early mornings and the smell of sex and then the long time of missing the touch you long to feel. eating so much pussy i'm turning into a fish. maybe I just do it too well. last night thank you sloth for those bottles of wine. i am making wine my drug of choice. good talk. sorry i had that naked girl in your face. didn't mean to fuck in front of you. I tried to let her have a go with you ( like I mostly do when i don't love them. but she said no again.) sorry.

have to put my head down. music is good, that is if you have my record collection. it has saved my life the way writing has. and Pax Acidus. all of my thoughts are of you. so now you know what song I'm on. read the poem The Score written for J.P. and wait for the picture to appear. it comes up late but worth it.

what amI doning here. and how did it come to this? man good night good morning.

the reason i don't like Radiohead is because it takes away from J.P. and his Spirit!

10-4

Post by **Sloth** » Wed Jul 11, 2001 6:59 pm

Who is JP? Jason Spaceman? Jesus I think I got up when you went to bed. You're welcome for the wine. And that's okay if Colleen [name changed to protext the innocent] doesn't want to fuck me right after she shagged you. I mean, Jesus, isn't that sloppy seconds? What are we, 15?

All the best and try to keep your chin up and I hope you get the fuck out of this country. Somebody out there give McCuctcheon a job in England or France so he can escape the mad stupidity!

Can't escape from McDonalds though. That putrid smell of greasy death follows you though Asia, the Americas, Europe, Australia, Iceland. I don't know if they have them in Africa or Antarctica, but I bet they would if they had a high enough concentration of tasteless motherfuckers there. No offence if you happen to like McDonald's, like I do occassionally when I am stoned out of head and too broke to buy real food. McDonald's fries are made from a curious mixture of Sodium, bleach, and cardboard. You'd have to be stoned to enjoy that taste. Clip that, Webclipping.com!

Well I am still working on my book. I got up at 6:00 AM to do it, so its no lie when we say we are dedicated to the underground arts of site and sound. And books.

Ramble ramble ramble okay I am sounding like McCutcheon now, adieu. You people couldn't possibly be interested what's in my head. But then again that's never stopped anyone before. Sleep tight, Mc.

[This message has been edited by ooh (edited 07-12-2001).]

Post by **mccutcheon** » Wed Jul 11, 2001 8:52 pm

we have to be strong men. we can't blame it all on girls like Kate. Have to learn to sleep alone even when the girls we love jump into bed with other boys way too fast for our liking. Have to let the anger end. and talk to Tara. A need to understand. someday wake up and have a dream worth remembering. until then we go alone. all alone. that's how it is done. I'm going back to bed with a Pilsner Urquell and a few pills. Good night again and again and again.

rforegger · Post by **rforegger** » Thu Jul 12, 2001 12:19 am

we were close this weekend Mc but I think were damned to insult until we die.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Thu Jul 12, 2001 12:26 am

Post by **mccutcheon** » Thu Jul 12, 2001 4:55 am

now for somehting really profound and profane..it's a beautiful world and I love living in it....like last night putting M&M's into a girl and then throwing them at Sloth.

Come on, you know everything on the B & B of Bad Behavoir is false. It's so much fun to make this stuff up and it gives a break from the real writing we do.

But Slothie, even though i know it's all false and we are very well behaved, I was yelled at today and told (fictiously of course) that we are NOT supposed to use names!!!!

Post by **Sloth** » Thu Jul 12, 2001 8:45 am

Okay no names, duh. Sorry, yeah. COLLEEN. I'm glad you liked it when I exposed myself to you but you still have to show me yours now.

I was almost going to make the argument that that I always use my real name, but then I remembered that my real name is not Ooh the Sloth. Fuck. So I can't use that line of reasoning.

Right now I am waffling between going to get a nice bottle of wine and going to bed. Gee I wonder what I'm gonna do...

ou est la tire bouchon?

Post by **mccutcheon** » Thu Jul 12, 2001 6:30 pm

Colleen said that was actually a real fun crazy night that just got out of control and lasted too long. sometimes it's not good to go 24 hours into decadence because it all goes pear shaped after 18 hours and you end up throwing moistened M&M's across the room and typing complete shite, not that I would know anything about that.

Post by **Sloth** » Fri Jul 13, 2001 12:10 am

Yeah and pussy juice doesn't mix with m&m's either. They don't melt in your hands, but they do melt in... oh im not even going to go there, its too easy.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Fri Jul 13, 2001 7:58 am

The Pax Acidus Bulletin Board of Bad Behavoir: Proving that Sex Drugs & Rock n' Roll don't mix with an instant Internet connection since 1998!

ARAGORN · Post by **ARAGORN** » Fri Jul 13, 2001 9:41 pm

That is a great feelining!

Post by **Sloth** » Sat Jul 14, 2001 1:09 am

I am pretty sure my sister and mum do not read this site anymore, as they are more Jane Austen and Emile Bronte fans than druggy slutty Pax Acidus fans. Oh well, we are defined by our opposites.

As for the rest of humanity, if they don't like my profanity then they can kiss my hairy bean bag. It's my party and I'll cry FUCK if I want to.

Post by **Sloth** » Sat Jul 14, 2001 1:11 am

And as for having crushes on the girls in our apartment, they are almost always naked so its kind of hard not too. It like a natural response, I think.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jul 14, 2001 7:38 am

Sloth, watch the profanity. doesn't your sister read this and your mum. Sloth's sis had a baby yesterday so now he is an uncle twice over. We celebarated with some white wine outside under the stars with ****** who was nice enough to just stop over. You are welcome any time. After you left Sloth said, Damn she is smart and pretty. He has a tendency to get a crush on the girls that come a callin to the Bottle of Blue. Today I woke up in a great mood for the first time in a week. Isn't that a great feelining?