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betadolphin · Post by **betadolphin** » Thu Jun 28, 2001 11:29 pm

dear fellow drugaddicts sex addicts and musicians, artists and rennogades,
I was banned from Community TV in Santa cruz... It's a long and distorted "he said, she said" but rather "they said" "I said" kinda story...too long and boring to write here, but my presence is like a bomb going off in places that operate as a beaurocracy, cause I'm outside of that realm, and accidentally always "oops I did it again", am a little too wild for the constraints of any straints, whatever they might be, (hopefully not pax acidus's domain, but I know I tread lightly with the dear ones egos, as all lovely men have egos that need to be treated with the kindest of kiddie, kittie gloves. They tried to ban me when i first joined, but now they have all kinds of meeting and are taking away all my first ammendment rights. If one of you fabulous web vaporware people are actually real, and can assist me in destroying some lyingfatfaggots, (I've got nothing too much against fat although I'm partial to thin, and I have nothing against faggots, if you don't announce it, and make a big deala about your rights, and stop pretending that you are a good upright straight christian with wife and family while sucking some young boy's cock at KIVA hottubs on Sundays, or rather having him suck yours(I can write at greater length on my opinions regarding homos vs. others another time, but suffieth to say that we are sexual beings, and labeling is a big mistake...but LYING...well that's another story... I will have no one in my heart who lies to me...So if there's one sly fox out there who reads this, and wishes to assist me, or anyone who begs me for the story, because to some it will be a good read, I will be so happy to share and get your imput as to how to destroy the "FREE TV of SANTA CRUZ, in particular lying fat faggot Jeff Dunn, lying fat faggot Arnoldo Gil-Osorio and others who are preventing the TV studio from allowing important information to be broadcast or even produced at their "free" facility.
I write this to your group, as you have such a brilliant command of the medium, that is theinternet,and I pray that you acid/exstacy cool individuals will realize that if we don't actually use the medium to do something real, like assist a true star with a true purpose, that all this is is VAPORWARE, and I'm wasting my energy and precious juice. I am prepared to give you your dream, because that is the mission of thedolphindream.com what can you come up with? JILLEE or betadolphin@yahoo.com

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Laszlo_Kovacks · Post by **Laszlo_Kovacks** » Fri Jun 29, 2001 5:37 am

I, unfortunately have no idea as to what your point is, other than to gain celebrity revolutionary kudos, and if I'm wromg, what's the point otherwise. Trocchi's Invisible Insurrection of a Million Minds was a relatively subtle way towards revolution and usurping false figureheads through intelligence, but you gotta look at the lowest common dom. ie your lumpen proletariat...check Checkoslovakia '68, Hungary '59 and Romania '89, revolutions per decade built on bad DJ's, Dictator Jazzwanks...if you're serious you've gotta seriously kick shit up with other disenfranchised commoditties - think Brigade Rosse; Red Army Faction (inc. Baader-Meinhof); Symbionese Liberation Front; IRA; Black September Group; Scotland's Angrey Brigade...these are martyrs to a cause...otherwise Spank Emily Panhurst, who in favour of male supremacy bound herself to the fence who grassed her old man off. Suffrin' Jets and no sharks to be found...you rant a good rant.. but for what purpose...why should a pimp or a crack-whore in Kosovo feel the need to side with something so typically, personally and ultimately worthless in the cause stakes, unless you're nothing more than another babe with a grudge? Not meaning to be negative, but think about what your motive and intended outcome is. By the way I'm really PC, as in politically correct, but only with butthole surfers and crack-whores...

betadolphin · Post by **betadolphin** » Fri Jun 29, 2001 9:24 pm

dear mr. Kovacks,
Thanks for responding. The earth is dying in case you didn't realize...My husband and i are devoted to addressing the core reasons for this, not only through benign utility infrastructures (which he taught at the graduate school of design at U Cal berkeley, his invention of the gravity geo-thermal envelope, a way to heat and cool buildings without burning anything...by design... something quite elegant that he invented or discovered in the mid seventies... that is expalined on my web site thedolphindream.com
We are "outside" all mainstream envelopes, and evidentally outside of the non-mainstream envelopes as well because we are idealistic and actually believe our own hot air, which by the way is how we will lift the cities up...hot air...all our work is devoted to this... but if we don't address the root cause, the lack of orgasm, the sexual jealousy, and uptight rigid labeling of anything and any one...the toggle switch thinking of minds like yours, jumping to all sorts of conclusions and wasting my energy without really offering solutions, or ability to give energy to work with people like us, whose hearts and work is pure as witnessed by my art and my husband's architecture or by my yoga teachings. I need assistance to Yes gain media attention, stamp out the NAZI evil where it threatens the earth, and expose the liars and fakirs... I need assistance with utilizing the www to it's most wonderful potential... which Buckminister Fuller refers to as "the critical path", although he died years before the web was here, he understood the potential of utilizing the already established infrastructure to propel good, beauty and truth. If you have nothing to contribute in that realm or assistance after viewing my web sites, then I thank you for your initial reply and ask you to keep unproductive non-forward-moving opinions to yourself, so that someone who can be of assistance and not wasting feminine energy, as the females have been so maligned and trashed, and are by nature nurturing and protecting... You will be better off understanding this and supporting any female, and her needs than wasting time on your own ego trips. Jillee <BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by Laszlo_Kovacks:
I, unfortunately have no idea as to what your point is, other than to gain celebrity revolutionary kudos, and if I'm wromg, what's the point otherwise. Trocchi's Invisible Insurrection of a Million Minds was a relatively subtle way towards revolution and usurping false figureheads through intelligence, but you gotta look at the lowest common dom. ie your lumpen proletariat...check Checkoslovakia '68, Hungary '59 and Romania '89, revolutions per decade built on bad DJ's, Dictator Jazzwanks...if you're serious you've gotta seriously kick shit up with other disenfranchised commoditties - think Brigade Rosse; Red Army Faction (inc. Baader-Meinhof); Symbionese Liberation Front; IRA; Black September Group; Scotland's Angrey Brigade...these are martyrs to a cause...otherwise Spank Emily Panhurst, who in favour of male supremacy bound herself to the fence who grassed her old man off. Suffrin' Jets and no sharks to be found...you rant a good rant.. but for what purpose...why should a pimp or a crack-whore in Kosovo feel the need to side with something so typically, personally and ultimately worthless in the cause stakes, unless you're nothing more than another babe with a grudge? Not meaning to be negative, but think about what your motive and intended outcome is. By the way I'm really PC, as in politically correct, but only with butthole surfers and crack-whores...<HR></BLOCKQUOTE>

betadolphin · Post by **betadolphin** » Fri Jun 29, 2001 9:28 pm

I thought I replied, but it didn't register...ooops, this is why I nneed assistance. Yes attention, attention to the fact that we are systematically destroying the mother, the earth, and that is what all my films and work is about...upholding the female, nuturer, and bringing forward the work of thedolphindream.com My husband was prof. at UCAL Berkeley in grad school of design for his brilliant work which by design he has figured how to allow one to live on this earth without burning anything... We need to get together friend and stop finding criticism and see the need to promote this goodwork... I appreciate your assistance Betadolphin

Jack Chiefton · Post by **Jack Chiefton** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 12:22 am

Agreed dolphin, I've read all Kovac's passages, and it seems like he gets off criticizing in one way or another, but as far as the drug addict and sex addict title you present ( I assume you do not indulge in intoxicating substances), get real. This is the 21st century, and I personally know two young gentleman scientists in Wisconsin that smoke pot everyday and they are two of the brightest minds I've encountered. They do nothing but care for their work, that being the research of greenhouse gases, which is not in the least unimportant, and they smoke weed, thats it. Yes the earth is dying, but if you haven't noticed yet, hippies are not respected at this web site if you have read any of the material subject by Mr. Sloth and the Mc. But good luck. Hey, if there is any research of your brilliant husband that will in any way improve my lifestyle both spiritually and economically, send it to me, I would love to hear it.

Ryan still loves you deep down inside, he's very fragile right now, I don't know how to get a hold of him so don't hate him forever Mc.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 12:35 am

he's posted and I've said nowt. I'm too busy writing and watching tennis. Also Sloth is moving to London in Sept and I want to move there as well so I'm looking into that. Yes my days are full. No time to hold a grudge.

Laszlo_Kovacks · Post by **Laszlo_Kovacks** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 1:11 am

Aaah! I'm gonna burst my sides - I can't believe that recent posting courtesy of ole Jack the Spliffer - 'I've read all Kovacs'posts and it seems he gets off criticizing in one way or another'. Is this a case of 'Yanks Close Ranks' or what - have you actually read the posts by betadolphin - surely, and I sincerely hope, she is exracting the urine big time, otherwise she is clearly unhinged. This site is fairly blatantly pro-hedonism, yet we are subjected to incoherent rants about expelling too much hot air, rather than puting it to good use - like using it to float bloody cities on and take them outwith the 'Nazi Evil' which threaten the earth. The cause of all this being 'sexual jealousy' 'the lack of orgasm' anf 'the uptight rigid labelling of anything and anyone'. Excuse me, but what about the'Fat Faggots' and the fact that 'men need their egos treated with the kindest of kittie gloves. Excuse me again, but that to me smacks of a) intolerance and b) blatant stereotyping, but my main area of amusement lies in the fact that this sight should be used as a recruitment vehicle for Save the bloody planet. Christ, ever since I hit puberty, I can't think of many beneficial things I've actually done for my own health, but I can think of dozens which will no doubt curtail my time on this planet, so in all honestly, I cant really see me spending too much time trying to save something I ain't gonna be around to enjoy. Selfish maybe, but thats the way it is, and I assume that I'm not the only one of this persuasion. Back to the point Mr Chieftan made earlier - how exactly do I seem to be getting off on criticising things, all I'm doing is pointing out blatant idiocy, that you for one seemed to have missed...or is it more to do with the fact you think I was a touch clumsy in my choice of words regarding your friend, the film-maker, the one you mention again in your last posting apropos of nothing - if they want to patch it up, I'm sure they'll do it in their own time, and without a modern day Henry Kissinger. Maybe you should lay off the spliffs man, they're affecting your judgement, not to mention your common sense.
No malice intended, just trying to defend my right to debate.

Jack Chiefton · Post by **Jack Chiefton** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:05 am

I think you are going overboard Mr. Kovacs. Yes, well, does it matter anyways??

A guy has to stand up for his best friends, whether they be janitors or film directors, besides them, what else does he have?

As long as my common sense: Well, Fact: you like to criticize, as poingnantly shown in your last three passages. My "common sense" only blatantly supports one point: you being critical, otherwise I don't see anything else wrong with it.

Also, I've thought about holding off on the spliffs, but also besides that, what else does a lonely man have?

If everyone had your ridiculous attitude, "why bother saving something that i'm not going to be around to see.....blah blah", then to hell with the entire race of Homo sapiens, we might as well all carry shotguns and shoot our brothers for twenta five dollas in chili pepper money and start nuking every fucking country that clashes with our respective own. If that is the case, I think we would have been better off emerging our nomanclature to Homo neanderthalensis, but too bad they were poor hunters and lousy lays, becoming extinct about 30,000 years ago. They probably all had your "optimistic" attitude as well, that's why they are nothing more than a memory written in long boring text books.

Do you have children Mr. Kovacs? If so I think it is an atrocious comment on your part about not caring for the future, just pathetic! Shame on you, now go grab a switch boy!

Ok, I agree, Dolphin's comments about faggots of some sort was a bit off the wall, almost canceling out any of her talk of saving the environment because it all starts with people believing in each other.

You don't believe much in your fellow man, do you Mr. Kovacs?? Unfortunately, you are not alone.

Yes, man stinks, smells bad, conives, cheats, lies, murders, steals, rapes, pillages, farts and is just downright egotistical and pompous, but it's all we got.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:21 am

Laszlo—

What the B.B of Bad Behavior is meant to do and what actually is posted are two different things. You are the first person besides the Sloth and I to openly understand this. I feel I have failed. It's not the B.B of bitch and moan, save the world shit. Fuck I have tried to spell it out. Bad behavior. Out of your fucking heads. Sex and Drugs and Rock and Roll (all music from Jazz to Techno is Rock and Roll to me) That is why I write most of what I do, giving false impression in over-exaggerations. Still it doesn't work, even when I waste my good powders trying to fix Pax Acidus instead of in a club. I thought the Internet and Pax Acidus could bring all these people together to get it on. When given the chance most people resort to condemnation. They just don't get it. Hedonism is lost on Americans, they even want their fucking tragedy with a happy endings. I am so sick of the states. as Bill hicks says you can't pick where your parents choose to fuck. fuck in Paris fuck in Paris.

Please don't go away. See you in Sept, mate?

Jack Chiefton · Post by **Jack Chiefton** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:45 am

Mc- I think your definition of bad behavior is all fucked up. Is it unacceptable to be bad in a good natured way if that's what floats your boat?

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:47 am

who's fucking web site is this? god you little boys give me a headache.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 8:06 am

I'm getting picked up soon for a club. How about this peace offering. Fuck yourself and not the enviroment?

Jack Chiefton · Post by **Jack Chiefton** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:36 pm

that's about how it's been going this summer with my girl gone, so why not?

God you old men are crochety.

ARAGORN · Post by **ARAGORN** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 6:41 pm

All I can say after reading this is - WOW!, glad I'm not directly involved

Laszlo_Kovacks · Post by **Laszlo_Kovacks** » Sat Jun 30, 2001 8:47 pm

Much as I have enjoyed this lively banter, in the cold light of day, after perusing the latest postings, I can't help but feel I may have unwittingly acted as some kinda Devil's Advocate in an already tense situation involving a group of people I neither know, nor have met, although I do feel an affinity with at least one of those involved; but rather than exacerbate the situation further, I will refrain from planting further metaphorical bombs.
MC. have faith, you haven't failed in the slightest, this sight has a multitude of excellent things going for it, and to keep up a certain standard when there's only two of you doing it is commendable, at least. I share many of your ideas, influences and aspitations, but am to bloody lazy to turn them into a reality, you two should quite rightly feel smug, your achievement here is no mean feat.
Jack, I dunno what your gripe with me is, I'm upfront, straight to the point (sometimes, when not oblique), and I don't exercise much of a self-censorship vibe, maybe you feel that's wrong, but I think brutal honesty and directness is called for more these days than before. There's so much shit and debate tolerated because people tend to be so fucking liberal with each other - why not say what you mean and say it mean. as long as nobody's getting hurt I think its the only way forward.
And finally, I'm not a complete selfish bastard - If I had had kids, I would never have made such a statement as I made a few posts back, and the reason I don't have kids is possibly that I am barely able to look after myself in a responsible manner, never mind something as precious as a new life I was responsible for. I stand by opinions back there, because I have no-one to answer to or consider in my actions, but I don't force these things down other peoples' throats, so I really dont think I should be taken to task over it. Its my life, my choice, and ultimately my death!
By the way - what's a 'switch boy' and more importantly where can I grab one.
Yours in my own personal humility.
LC