Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

Is the pain I feel real?
Here's your chance boys. Tell me what is real. Tell me why you are literary geniuses.
Tell me why you should be published.
There is a life outside our own, a feeling that we can't feel. A life we can't see. Is it fiction or fact? What do you want? I've been reading this site for a year. You are damn good at starting shit. Ever finish anything? I feel like I know you guys. I'm talking in the most intimate of levels here. I keep looking for somthing more but all you do is get us excited than drop out of site. You talk of Rosie's Art like it's the second coming. What of your's? Is your art not worthy of such praise? I've read your work. Ooh, Mc cutcheon, any reason you don't work together? You two don't believe in yourselves. Very sad. I already said it once. Believe. FUCK!! Do you have any idea how many brilliant ideas get brushed aside because the author is to chickenshit to follow through? Mc cutchen, you get in a fight with Nerve and give up? Jesus. Ooh, I feel like a moron just typing your fucking name. Stop pretending that you two are special and just be honest. Honesty. It is that simple. You want to know what Rock n' Roll is Ooh? It's living by a set of rules that only you know. It's knowing that art is supreme and life is short. Believe immortal. You think that being different is doing drugs and fucking whores. Wrong. You have to live. You have to write about what who've lived. Ooh, when you were in the pool and the woman next to you took a breath. What was her story? Did she have kids? Did SHE do drugs? Was she happy?
Mc cutcheon. Why does the pizza guy do meth? Is there a history? I know why I do drugs. Do you?
You two have something. Sit back and think about it.
You're on a gravel road that stretches out for miles before you and behind you. Which way do you want to travel?

Brett, I appreciate the comments.

But in all fairness we did finish the Pax Acidus website which took us years to build, and also I have a book of short stories at the editor's right now. She assures me its all extremely high quality even though she's a Douglas Rushkoff fan.

It should be published in England and France because its relevant and funny and insightful and people like that here. I doubt it would be published in the States for the same reason. All I gotta do now is find a couple publishers and a translator. Then I get an advance and finish a novel or two in Paris.

What have you finished besides that very inspirational post?

I may be a drunk, but I am still a Virgo and can't help but have a plan in the back of my head.

McCutcheon is an Aries and burns like a drunken beacon in the night. He's got nothing to worry about either.

--ooh

Not much. I was drunk and ranting. You two remind me of my brother. He to is a very gifted writer but seems more concerned with drugs than art. I don't know the whole story so anything I said was based on ignorance. I'm sorry for that. Don't get me wrong, I like drugs as much as the next dude. I guess I wish I could offer more. I live in a world of call letters and numbers. I envy you guys.

I have never tried drugs. Never want to.

Ooh,is there any way to get a copy of your book? Have you ever read, Rule of the Bone?

brett- i think it is funny that you always sign your name------------------brett. we know it is you.rosie

I'm not sure I understand?

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Brett

as jules said to vince, "check out the big brain on brett!"

and you know what happened to his ass shortly thereafter