Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

It's the night before an American holiday and I'm tucked into The Bottle of Blue (USA version) with some drugs and booze. I know it is party central here as everyone is off work tomorrow- though let's clarify McCutcheon. Even though this is done without severance, it doesn't come easy. I'm into all the hedonisms, but not shallow. I take it as it comes. The woman on the site are NOT SHALLOW AND WELL READ, (except Julia who used to say to me “Why are you always reading?�) SO MUCH THEY MOSTLY DON'T READ ME!! Like Bukowski says, “I just can't make it with the ladies.� Anyway I'm back with a computer and just writing. That's all that really matters to me. In the background I'm listening to The Zombies as I type. Ever hear the demo of ‘Leave me alone'? Well it's just great. Our footie season is over and I'm smoking fags and typing, so much typing. The drugs are taking over the booze and it's time for me to get naked with the headphones and listen to the inspiration. Good night Innes, Sloth, Holly, Chrissy, & Christie. I think of you, and Julia too. Snogs and Smooches. XXXXXX

The public domain of this particular communication medium is not the place for personal niceties and their ilk, but as recent more direct missives have either failed to succeed, or perhaps got lost in the ether, I just felt some innate desire to vocalise a kinda 'thank-you' for kind, 'real' thoughts expressed just above,that, believe it or not DO matter. I don' check in too often at the moment, due to an attempted life-rebuild, which kind of involves writing to survive, to avoid extreme retribution, and also to shield those who have had the time and the faith from seeing me busted, broken and irreparable. But, Sloth and MC, wherever either of you are at this moment, nothing's lost, everything's still out there for utilising, whichever way...and my faculties have been reinstated. New appartment as from tomorrow (Fri), both welcome at the drop of a hat...more likely that Sloth can take me up on this if desired, but...as I probably said in my initial posting..Keep The Faith. It's kinda, sorta...Evan Dando.. No.. self-preservation I suppose. Cheers & all that associates itself with that inability to balance, on occasion, slippy..or born that way?
Regards to both!