Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

I was e mailed that I had a reply to my recent post from you Mccletcheon, kindly email it to me as I can not find it. All this blather, and for what? When will people stop all the mindless blather and actually get together and stop... stop talking, stop doing, stop everything, and then with clear purpose work together for a beautiful dream...thedolphindream Jillee

I didn't send you an email. I think you are a bit of a nutter.

Perfect response...and to the point MC! If the whingeing harpie doesn't cut back on all the vaccuous hot air she's expelling needlessly, how the hell is she and her hubby gonna build heir cities in the sky? I hope she takes Salem, Mass. with her when she goes, divine retribution will prevail!

Beta may well be a nutter, but I'd probably still sleep with her. She is, after all, a sex therapist. And nutters have dreams like the rest of us. Bigger more unrealistic dreams, sure, but dreams anyway. Oh shit, I am being overly horny. Laszlo, or should I say Innes, I love your posts and too bad you can't join the party today, its gonna be a hot one (temperature wise at least). The fourth of July is the day we celebrate independence from civilization and education. Yea. Go America. I am off.

Crikey, rumbled on Independence Day, and my younger brother's birthday to boot! Thanks for the nice words Ooh, was MC just humouring me all this time? I thought when I mentioned The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde he would have outed me - next hint was gonna be Godard's A Bout de Souffle in which, Jean Paul Belmondo's main character's alter-ego is...Laszlo Kovaks (correct spelling). I may as well post under my own name from now on, but I'm too much of a coward. Wish I could raise a glass or two with you Pacifist Axe-ers also...but, let me paraphrase the song 'we might as well wait until September'. Regards to both...Keep on keeping the Faith. MacGowan finally hits Poptones tomorrow (Thurs).

I didn't want to ruin the fun. But I amost made a mix called Laszlo Kovacks last supper just to see if Innes would get jealous. In Sept yeah it is going to be right on. I've been fucked up and out of sorts for while. Can't wait for the Poptones piece. Also let Williamson know we have a proper link to Rebel Inc.

Okey-dokey, feel a lot better now my cover's blown, it was actually beginning to overtake certain aspects of my sad, unfullfilling existence, but in true Billy Liar style it was a chance for me to exercise an arrogance and overtly pedantic confidence, of which i was blissfully unawares. Unfortunately, your friend took a pot-shot at the wrong time, but it was all just verbal jousting I'm sure, with no undercurrent of malice. Anyway got two Terrence Mallick vids to watch, Badlands and The Thin Red Line, meant to be very similar to Shaving Ryan's Privates.
Kev's Rebel Inc site is actually down until next week, him and Irvine got pulped by some bouncers in a club in Liverpool last week. He's got a black eye & suffering. Farkin' Loightwa-a-ate!!!

Ryan ain't no friend of mine. The reason I like you even though i don't know you is because i read what you write and highly enjoy it. as well you are a realist instead of smiling in unfound glory. Ryan is young and full of talent but he doesn't do anything. I am trying as hard as I can to becaome an established writer. That might be wank but it also daved my life. You need passion in this world. and should go off and try to fucjk over people who help you. I am n....oops people are starting to show up. I gotta go. ....

Dear mcclutcheon, and others who don't know me, but judge me, so sad, so sorry...
I'm clear, create beautiful imagery, can put my body in mind into places you can't even go no matter how much acid you take, because you are stuck...stuck in the muck... There's one more thing I am that you are not... a female. Can we begin this conversation again, and actually have a goal, and actually lead to something positive or is your exquisite site, which I have admired, just like every other site of individuals who have not utilized substances to "expand consciousness", a place for unfulfilled males to blather about their miserable lack of orgasm. Sorry I just call it as I read it, and you all are unfulfilled, miserable, and I offer solutions... see thedolphindream.com I do not have any bells and whistles on my site, and I created the shole thing a year ago when the man (our good friend Dean Meyers, of Zeuqram Technologies zeuqram.com) took the $33,000 I paid him to set up my web site and shopping cart, as well as reinstate our non-profit children's healing center thedolphindream creative communications center, and spent it on his own coke habbit and new porsche, as well as a vacation to Nantucket for wife and four kids. So Alpha Lee who had again and again suggested that I learn to use a computer prodded me some more, and BOOM overnight I put up some samples of who Lee and I are and what the dolphindream has to offer... The Dolphin Dream is that everyone gets their dreams.... not because I say so...it just is that way. My dream is of ecstacy, bliss, peace on earth which Lee and I share with beings who love me and Lee, adore me and Lee, wish to be with us in floating benign utility infrastructure environments which we create without pollution, without moving parts, and float, on a water jacket (gimble) on land (earthquake proof) or on water like a boat, or as Mr. Kovacks refers to up in the sky held aloft with "Hot Air".
I have to deflect so much criticism from people like my father ( a doctor at Harvard for over fifty years, who was friends with Mary Leary, Timothy's sister but thought Tim was "nutts" the way you all think of me), but from acid heads and young people who have supposedly grown up doing mind altering substances, this is ridiculous. Can we begin again, with a spirit of inquiry and learning and with an intention to get somewhere, (off is OK too), and to propel thedolphindream into reality, and create an association and bond with you brilliant young people at PaxAcidus where we actually share, grow, and heal...The earth is in the balance..Lovingly Jill

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sounds too good to be true...but what is the next move?

I receive an e-mail that states that mcclutcheon has replied. I press the blue address and it leads me to my posting with no reply. I told you guys I needed assistance, as I am not too bright on these things... How does it work? How do I find the reply you have written? Jill

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OK...got it...first two times I clicked there I didn't see it. OOPs I'm not a nut, but when it comes to technical I am an idiot. sorry
Next move....Link our sites...with your assistance help us to get the finances to move to a place where we can set up a computer instead of out in the woods in our homeless state, so we can propel all this forward...I appreciate you putting your energy to this...the earth...our lives ...the future is in the balance Lovingly Jill

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Oh I see, you want me to give you money. And from what I gather from your posts, in exchange you give me sex. No thanks.

I'd suck yer cock Jillee, but you'd have to tighten up your unbolted nuts. Have you got a Sarah Miles affectation, I mean you attempt to extract so much bloody urine, in yer faux-eastern bloc AlbaniGlais, you must bloody well drink pints of it. Go and piss off some retards in yer trailer park, your humour's becoming repetitive, tedious and bloody well boring, if ye get ma drift, Schlong-Suckeresss!!!
Pull Ma Daisy...please!!!

dear mccletcheon, no an exchange of energy...money is just one form of exchange, of energy that people recognize and is a good way to trade...but it is not the end all and be all...the heart in my book is...if you have money and it comes easy...why then it's easy to give because you know there is always more, and there will always be more...but it's really what have you got to give, and share so that together we can work together to create magic...I quite truthfully mostly glance at these posts because the discussions seem irrelevant to my purpose in being on this earth, but the energy that you have I like... the lovely site, the ease of use, and all the bells and whistles... I admire all that and I require this energy to propel my mission of peace on earth, and thedolphindream.com along.
My husband and I have been very wealthy, have had illustrious careers, known lots of famous people, partied with, travelled all over the world with, worked for, worked with, etc... as well as Lee heading an international corporation building homes worldwide which have never had a utility bill in twenty years. When Lee met with the vice presidents of theBank of America in San francisco in the mid eighties at the top of one of their office buildings there he realized he was miserable, that all the money, the beautiful wife, the perfect children, the fancy clothes and car, the expensive drug habbits were not what it was all cracked up to be... the American Dream... After deep introspection (and getting off the smack)and years of inquiry we know that it is only heart to heart... this is the only way that we will connect with people, with vibrant souls, who wish to be on purpose, and do something meaningful, useful, fulfilling, and moneymaking beyond your wildest dreams... If this is of any interest to you or any of you. You will ask the questions, which will allow each of you to figure out exactly what it is that you have or can contribute, which will be of value, and you will know that the rewards are forthcoming, not because I say so...just because you know. If this is of no interest to you, carry on and just ignore me...rather than slander me without knowing me. I'm just a girl, a woman. I actually care, and i actually believe that I am in service and here to serve. We are the Butlers and we bring people what they need when they need it, if they ask, and if we are able. it's our job. Jill

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