execution

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Fri Jan 25, 2002 3:18 am

tomorrow is the execution of my marriage. at 1pm, i will be changing from doing something worth while like trying to love someone for the rest of my life, to now just trying to get laid and find anyone to hold me at night. i have been a train wreck for a solid ten months. i figure the blame i feel will subside a year from now and the anger will go away after i kill myself. execution of self and family tomorrow at 1 stay tuned.....

<mccutcheon> · Post by **<mccutcheon>** » Fri Jan 25, 2002 4:09 am

You are funny! I'll think of you at 1.

<sarah> · Post by **<sarah>** » Fri Jan 25, 2002 5:32 am

Rosie is red
violets are blue
if it didn't work
then fuck it
it's through

I hope the blade is sharp, and the death is painless, We would do some shots tomorrow, I would pay, and we wouldn't blame men or ourselves, that's what i'd do if I could. But sense I can't I sent you a horrible rhyming unoriginal ditty.

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Fri Jan 25, 2002 8:00 am

i really appreciate your ditty. i needed a little " coke and sympathy". i wish you were here in seattle.

Kyle · Post by **Kyle** » Fri Jan 25, 2002 6:47 pm

i'm confused...
i haven't slept in two days

sorry, ill just go away until I make more sense

MADNESS ROCKSSS!!!!

<mccutcheon> · Post by **<mccutcheon>** » Sat Jan 26, 2002 2:18 am

Is it over? Still kicking?

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Sat Jan 26, 2002 7:40 pm

i did the dirty deed. i walked down to the courthouse and on my way an old boyfriend the last one before i was hitched, gave me a ride. he told me if i never would have dumped him we would't be going down to the courthouse. ( where he has been arrested 4 times).
after the execution i bought a 6 pack and a pack of smokes and hung out by myself.friends suck when you need them, no one around. however, i feel pretty good today. yesterday was like a death where everyhing you did together floods your memory like a ford pick up truck.

Jack Chiefton · Post by **Jack Chiefton** » Sun Jan 27, 2002 8:19 am

Well, hang in there and be strong. Don't wimper and pout about it like me. I've been such a sap the last few months, and I didn't get a divorce. Just a meaningless break up, or so it would seem.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sun Jan 27, 2002 8:34 am

No break up is meaningless, it always hurts, and the more sensitive the more pain, (no fooling me that you are a young sensitive dude Jack) Time and duration has something to do with it as well but it's not the end all and be all of the suffering. There are many other variables as well. Sometimes break-ups can became the rocket fuel we need to project us into something exciting the future might hold. Not knowing what that is makes it more exciting and more scary and uncertain.