Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

I hate moving into the dorms... I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!
Someone please tell me how much shit I have and have to bring and fit into half a closet and four tiny drawers!! Agh.

Just had to vent... but seriously, I do fucking hate the premise of college life. I'm broke, I'm dissatisfied, overworked, and marginally paid at best. It'd be nice if I were like every other kid at school where their parents are just proud of them that they got there and don't mind giving them cash to eat or something; but hell I ask mine if they could buy my books and they start screaming about how I'm irresponsible and what happened to that 20 they gave me last week (which was never last week but more like last month and um... my books are at least $200 not 20).

If I weren't so fat I'd be a stripper. Urgh. In the meantime I'll just have to eat lots of dark green veggies; thank god selling bodily fluids isn't illegal!

weight has nothing to do with being a stripper. they are liked in all shapes and sizes. the problem is mentally, you probably wouldn't want to be a stripper. it would seriously fuck you up.

I dunno the idea or practice of stripping doesn't bother me. Personally though - I would need to be more comfortable with myself to strip which means losing between 30-40lbs. It's hard enough for me to stand in front of a class of preteen girls in a leotard and tights envying their acrons that will be breasts, the gap that will become thighs, and the flat bellies that aren't caused by a life of deprevation, coke, and amphetamines.

Ah... to just be like them ... but... legal of course.

On the upside, I get five meals and week and even that doesn't start until Monday... hurrah for living off diet coke and wheat thins.