Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

I'm a bitch. Complete and utter total bitch. Even though I'm perfectly aware I'm being selfish and irrational, I can't stop. But dammit, all I want is a little of his time and some general consideration.
General, this was never his strong point. No, waiting around three hours and then recieving a message that he's out with friends/family and etc. was never anything new. Now that he has legitimate excuses... I can't muster up the sympathy I should show; I guess it was used up the countless times when there was no good reason. I'm a bitch. Complete and utter bitch and I don't know what I'm supposed to do about... when confronted with the facts I know that yet it doesn't stop me feeling negelected and forgotten and ... well frankly... like fucking someone else.

come on over.

Yes go on over. But first answer these.

1) When have I been out recently other than a few nights when I went to see Heather and when I go out for food with the lads ? If I'm not mistaken I have been out about 5 times in the last month. And you ? You were at a point only weeks ago where you were going out all the time regardless of me, pretty much everyday in fact. I remember a time when you always used to tell me I SHOULD be going out more. I go out no more than I did when you used to tell me that.

2) When don't you get my time and general consideration ? I'm always worried about you and your varying health issues and how you're feeling. And I'm always here for you. It was always you going off and doing something, not me, it was always you making the excuses not to be around, not me. What's more it was always you making excuses to go off and see some other guy while we were a couple. Not me going to see another girl. You say you feel like fucking someone else ? Not a few hours ago did you say to me that you wouldn't stray from me again. Just for my peace of mind, I don't doubt. Right, fine. Be my guest. Most of the time I don't seem to exist anyway. Oh, except when I'm supposed to have done something wrong and you decide that everyone should know about how shit and worthless I am and that you should go off and fuck someone else. It sounds like you're trying to justify cheating on me again.

Well here we are. Your so called ex... funny, I thought I was less of an ex these days... will change these flights that you apparently arranged... funny, I thought I did all of the arranging and paying for your trip here.... so you can stop off somewhere else if you so desire. There, Miss Hard-done-to, you decide what you want from your trip and I'll change it all for you. How's that for consideration.

What the hell is this thread about?

Am I the only one who's lost here?

That is George, Tragic Pixies' beau. Come on Sloth get with.

Now all we need is for her 300 pound daddy to post. I'm moving to Africa.

Yeah Sloth, I mean just reading two post, the intimacy of an arguement that had just occured, and the questions no one could understand except for Pixie. Maybe the last one through you off. I think McCutcheon is eating popcorn now.

Dave: don't read my threads. It creeps me out that you're like... cyber stalking me.

In fact I wasn't even bitching about you... okay, yeah but not like that. I admited it was my fault so stoppit.

sometimes posting here creates a lot more problems than it solves

My sincerest apologies to all for bringing this onto here. I should've taken this elsewhere. Anger does that. Sorry.

Regards
George

No problem George, and I didn't mean to put salt on a broken hearted wound.

George? Dave? Has Pixie pissed off 2 boys?
Or just one with multiple personalities?

Still thinking about the Cherry for Kerry panties...

i'm not sure posting here will solve anyone's problems... unless you are looking for a place to stay in Seattle or new York, or sconnie for that matter.

told you I was moving to Africa

whoever that picture of that gal is needs to stop wearing so much eye make-up. that serious goth look is just damned scary.