james saw me walking on the side of the road today and insisted on giving me a ride home. ONCE AGAIN we exchanged looks that were "politely sterilized like needles"; completely fake and awkward and fucked-up. we didnt exchange one word the entire time. its not like anyone cares about this except me b/c no one else here even knows what the fuck im talking about but it helps to get it out of my system anyway. seriously wish i was dead.
he said i was gorgeous but that really means just a piece of ass hes actually in love with an ugly girl named candace b/c ugly girls get taken seriously and i do not. she actually gets to talk to him and have him listen instead of just having her clothes ripped off and her head shoved into his lap. he LOVES her; he only wants to fuck me. ITS FUCKING NOT FAIR.
The only Neil Young I have is the Weld double live album on cassette. There's a song by him...called "Only Love Can Break Your Heart". That's a good song to play right now.
