crap

h. · Post by h. » Thu Sep 05, 2002 7:38 am

My slightly broken heart
Hangs from a
Thumb tack
Purple
And white.
It's just cracked at
The edge,
Mended together in other
Parts
By heat and a touch of
Glazed indifference.
My slightly broken heart
Hangs from a red ribbon
With other hearts
Attached.
Intact,
I think my slightly broken
Heart is not broken.
Merely damaged.
oddly shaped now,
my slightly broken heart
has a new shape.

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Thu Sep 05, 2002 3:51 pm

h.
nice poem. i was in the bowery drinking a greyhound thinking of you. i'll call next time. kisses out !
your heart is hanging, my head is hanging, which is worse, ugh!

martino · Post by **martino** » Fri Sep 06, 2002 12:51 am

and i had the incredible stupidity to ask you,

"so tell me: do you have any literary aspirations?"

all i can say is, i was just taken in the with the situation, k. and all.

h. · Post by h. » Fri Sep 06, 2002 4:07 am

There is no way to not be taken in by K. I take my daily grief like the rest, but I imagine that if I think like she does... life is always better. And more so just being near her. We all have our adult bullshit, but what really makes me move is something she's created. That heart really is on the wall here. And she made it for me.
Nothing better than describing that beauty and how it makes me feel. (tacked up near the computer,by the butterflies and beneath the expressive reader certificate)

h. · Post by h. » Fri Sep 06, 2002 4:10 am

And Rosie my sweetie baby, I miss you the most!
Katie has invited us to attend a gathering on sunday. I plan to go and hope you will too. We can be sassy and grab a copcab home!

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Fri Sep 06, 2002 2:34 pm

this will be the first time i am allowed to go in her house and feel comfortable. last time i was there it ruined katie's living situation because her roommate could not forgive and forget.however, last week with katie at my house was almost as fun as new york. copcabbing it for sure. i tried to find one here, but they are all business.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Fri Sep 06, 2002 4:38 pm

Rosie fuck you. You are so obvious it makes me sad and sick. I wish you would leave the way h said she would. I think it's time you two girls start your own web site. then write all the smack you want. Most people don't even know what you are on about anyway, so I can only assume it's for my benifit. This is a B.B. so why don't you and h. email each other or call instead of communicating through here. And I guess the Sloth has granted h. her wishes of blocking her login. too bad. Man you make me so mad, I'm reduced to playing your stupid games.

h. · Post by h. » Fri Sep 06, 2002 4:55 pm

what the hell? None of what I said under this post was directed at you so I don't know where the hell you get off pointing fingers and telling people to fuck off. I wish you well and have a good life Mc. That's about all I can say because I'm not going to lower myself to that level again.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Fri Sep 06, 2002 5:09 pm

right, you mean again. like after all the shit you posted about me before. and like all the shit rosie posted about me way back when. what gives you the right to spew bullshit? when jack chiefton attacked I laughed because i can handle that, (no disregard jack)but come on. i can't stand to even look at the both of you anymore, to clarify, that's right rosie and h., that is. and it's you not k, so don't bring her into this. time to start your own site www.chattybitches.com You have said so much bullshit and i never answered back. now I'm gone. just forget about me. See i was in a great mood after meeting Martino and then I have to read this CRAP on my site. open to the public, sure. Like Kurt Cobain said, you can't choose your audience. too bad, really.

h. · Post by h. » Fri Sep 06, 2002 5:20 pm

shut it Mc. You're making yourself look as bad as we did when we posted that shit.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Fri Sep 06, 2002 6:09 pm

you are right. I'm sorry. I've just been for a run and now it's gone. It's tough running in the mountains, thin air and steep climbs. The burn in the lungs and the cramps in the calfs actually felt good after i lost it. sorry again, and I don't say this because i just realized you still have my books.

put a poetry collection together.

h. · Post by h. » Fri Sep 06, 2002 8:59 pm

the books are not here, well aside from about 10 or so that were laying about. I do believe you have them there somewhere.

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Sun Sep 08, 2002 8:49 pm

i got back from new york and found your fuck you and it made me laugh because what i say is true. i was inconvienced for 2 weeks hearing about your dilemnas with roommates, yes the both of you. i housed k for awhile because she didn't want to go home. i was not allowed in my friends house because of stupid controlling insecurities. i have gone out of my way to be kind and responsible to you and your girlfriend.what do i get from her even after apologies ? snooty fucking looks. yet she'll ride in my car and come to my parties? i tried so hard. i practically bought every piece of clothing because i think she is talented , but i also thought it would engage us in some like interest besides you.
what do i get from you? a fuck you. whatever, i always tried to take the high road after i posted those spiteful words i apologized. was i invited over and i just didn't know? if so , my deepest apologies. still amanda could be nicer to me.
kurt cobain couldn't choose his audience , but you can . how do you think i ended up here?
i wish you and amanda the best. hopefully, this move will bring you close and people like me will no longer threaten your romance.

Maverick · Post by **Maverick** » Mon Sep 09, 2002 1:51 am

Hey all you feuding wordsmiths...I've been silent about all of this all along, but i now have one small comment to make, and I hope you all take it in and think about it.

At the root of it all, you are all friends, and you all care about each other. Words have been said in anger, posted in anger, and can't be taken back. The fact remains that you care about each other. If you didn't, these words wouldn't have hurt. From what I know of all concerned, you are all good, caring people who have been bruised by each other, and others, but still believe in love and friendship. Misunderstandings happen, and will probably happen again, but the important thing is that you do truly care, or you wouldn't be posting here, or even thinking about the history you share. Remember the friendships, not the misunderstandings.

By the way, H, I really like the poem. It captures a lot of your essence.. a bit sad, but still hopeful...intelligent, but not pretentious, simple and complicated at the same time.I think you should put a poetry collection together.

rabbit · Post by **rabbit** » Mon Sep 09, 2002 7:15 am

Damn Straight.