well lets see
my girl, showed up at four am
her dyke friend said i was 24 and divorced
"forget about him!"
false
i'm 25
but still know how to love
and so with eager, angry boss on the phone
telling me to come in early
we did...
make love that is.
and naked
i played her songs]
the first time I'd played "spite"
for anyone
and played until my fingers bled on the bronze
lifting her up
so perfect
i shot a wedding
every saturday
and 10 hours in
a little kid
smiling, BRIGHT EYES
punched me in the NUTS
i collasped, in shock
tired
dejected
NYC
maybe two weeks away
and at 130
went to the pub,
sat next to the dyke that slagged me off
25
divorced
ordered 8 shots
whyskey
1 liqued viagra
(in montreal, it's a jagger bomb)
2 new castle chasers
in
twenty minutes
drank it all
took G's [pills}
andf good night pax
ce la vi,
my nut still heart
(mm,dd,yyyy)