Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

I have to do this TV apperance deal for my art program (which is seems is fast becoming my baby) tomorrow and guess what - I feel like utter hell today!

Fuck !!!!

Maybe if I do some shots it'll kill whatever I've got in time...

As I've already started to ramble here I'm just going to finish it ... I don't want to grow up. Because, to quote the Breakfast Club; when you grow up your heart dies. But I don't want my heart to die - and I want to stop other peoples' hearts from dying too.

I think this is why I work with teenagers (oh yes - they do let me work with impressionalbe kids; scary right). I think I'd like to keep working with youth - but I don't want to be a teacher and certainly not an english teacher.

I really ought to go to class now...

It is okay to grow up. I'm glad I'm not a teenager anymore. I like to have grown up sex and go to grown up bars and travel and sleep when I want and I don't like anyone telling me what to do. Plus if I want a cookie in the morning I have one without worrying about mum or pimples.

hmmm I dunno, I'm still going to go for growing up and growing older being two different things; one is inevitable and one is not.

I'm still sick. Grr... I still have to do the whm promotion on tv today. But then my grandma is going to make me go see her and fatten me up or something feeding me soup all weekend while I sit on my butt and do some homework; next weekend is Hulla (www.hulla.info/) if I can get everything for the next few weeks done this weekend; I'm SO there!