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bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 2:43 am

spinning?

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 2:51 am

I spin fire (poi)

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 3:19 am

cool, so your night won't be that bad.

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:11 am

yeah that didn't help me earlier tho' I hate depression - feeling like dying is never fun.

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:24 am

i know, i've had the feeling all week, but i lack the courage... how about you?

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:29 am

mmmm I lack the courage to do anything but go about dying in my usual slow ass way - smoking too much, doing a little too much of pretty powders, and eating either too much and not keeping it or not eating at all.

Eh - but you know - didn't do a lot out of the ordinary

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:35 am

you've got no reason to kill yourself slowly, you're getting married soon, right? Oh wait that is reason to kil youself...

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:37 am

well - that was the plan. who the fuck knows now.
- suffice it to say; things are fucked up - yeah we'll probably get over but you know, what if not? and hell - even more scary sometimes what if we do? The man has issues (I'm not saying I don't, but realtionshipwise I try to keep things healthy).
But really, he's all I've got.

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:40 am

that's the first trap that will get you married and miserable. thinking that "that's all i've got." because with time you will find so much more, so much more

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:45 am

mmm that's debatable. But it is - he is pretty much my family. The rest of my family well... they don't like me too terribly much and we don't have much of a realtionship.

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:46 am

give me a call 414 243 1890 and we'll figure this one out.

TragicPixie · Post by **TragicPixie** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:49 am

mmmm I can't call you cause I'm dumb and afraid of the phone you can call me 314.479.4100

bfj · Post by **bfj** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 4:50 am

you said that before but i find you can talk...

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Nov 20, 2004 10:42 am

I think this is a good team up.