Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

spinning?

I spin fire (poi)

cool, so your night won't be that bad.

yeah that didn't help me earlier tho' I hate depression - feeling like dying is never fun.

i know, i've had the feeling all week, but i lack the courage... how about you?

mmmm I lack the courage to do anything but go about dying in my usual slow ass way - smoking too much, doing a little too much of pretty powders, and eating either too much and not keeping it or not eating at all.

Eh - but you know - didn't do a lot out of the ordinary

you've got no reason to kill yourself slowly, you're getting married soon, right? Oh wait that is reason to kil youself...

well - that was the plan. who the fuck knows now.
- suffice it to say; things are fucked up - yeah we'll probably get over but you know, what if not? and hell - even more scary sometimes what if we do? The man has issues (I'm not saying I don't, but realtionshipwise I try to keep things healthy).
But really, he's all I've got.

that's the first trap that will get you married and miserable. thinking that "that's all i've got." because with time you will find so much more, so much more

mmm that's debatable. But it is - he is pretty much my family. The rest of my family well... they don't like me too terribly much and we don't have much of a realtionship.

give me a call 414 243 1890 and we'll figure this one out.

mmmm I can't call you cause I'm dumb and afraid of the phone you can call me 314.479.4100

you said that before but i find you can talk...

I think this is a good team up.