WOW
That was the weirdest trip I have ever been on. It was one very hard, long, trip. I OD'd real bad one night, woke up in rehab in the middle of utah, in a "rehab ranch". Like a working cattle ranch that they send people too, to get rid of drug problems. When you've been constantly fucked up on one drug or another 24/7 for the past 3 years, when your sober for 90 days, it gets really weird. It was like constant trip. Reality starts to set in, and it won't leave you alone. I spent the first 45 days thinking of ways to get drugs, because I was scaring my self, and my drug-filled "security-blanket" wasn't around. You stare at something, and it looks so real, I couldn't get over it. I seriously think that I tripped harder there than I ever have in my life. Even worse, when I finally "graduated" and left I went to LV, and I tripped out again, I hadn't seen neon lights for SO long, I just stared, and stared and stared. it was weird. Rehab was good for me though, I was in way over my head. Im not a frickin straight-edge now, I still drink and smoke, etc. But no more hard drugs for me, at least not for awhile. I died, and I went to hell and I think I scared myself alive again. I mixed 8 doses of XTC, with 46 doses of LSD, with 3cc of K, with 1/8g of crystal, with a whole bunch of weed, and 151. I learned my lesson - Dont mix that many drugs in that amount at the same time..... My heart ALMOST exploded in my chest, the doctors thought I was completely fucked when I got there. Stupid...
Life goes on right, exept that now I have to go to fucking boarding school in LA, vs my school in Olympia, WA (1.5 hrs S of Seattle). I am makin it though, Take it easy guys, BTW I Love your site.
Scott
ps - did you get my email, I submitted an mp3...