beander, bent and twisted

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Oct 06, 2001 9:52 pm

damn i wish everyone who has ever supported pax acidus could be in my room at the moment. it's fun times and it's not even after noon. go on my go people. no words written on the novel will be done today, but England are through and so the pub will always be lively! until england loses and ir will be me and France.

fur · Post by **fur** » Sat Oct 06, 2001 10:06 pm

so i've convinced him to move this out of sports at least. and he spelled bender wrong. damn he's bossy, i have to go to the store to get more beer. good forbid the cute girl at the qfc sees that he's fucked up before noon. i've already been there once this morning for beer. why more people don't want to join us on a saturday morning i don't know. its so rare to find someone willing to get fucked up when the sun is out instead of the moon's rays caressing your numbed body. have you ever seen a man half naked dancing to his own music? lovely and pure in his own self indulgence, how could you not love something so true. hopefully he won't fall asleep while i'm at the store.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sat Oct 06, 2001 10:18 pm

I'm still awake dancing half naked to the music i make. wanking, maybe, it's been two days high so i really don't care. it's at times like this I wonder if I am a nice person. pushing it. for sure. but if you were here i would give you a kiss. a sloppy one. hell i can still type. and how nerdy am I to stay so close to a computer. Oscar Wilde. making life art. though not too much concerened with the human condition at the moment. escape is good. And I saw Basement Jax and England is though.

fur · Post by **fur** » Sat Oct 06, 2001 11:16 pm

sometimes i get to fly so high. sometimes i'm just cotemplating... sometimes. i can see your insides and ther'ye not as ugly as you think they are. falling asleep to your music and your smell and the flowers above you bed that intoxicate us. anything can come to anybody, sometimes.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Sun Oct 07, 2001 12:15 am

no slep for the wicked. I've hd enough valium to put a horse out. but all the other grugs ann my mind kep me awke. slep wii come soon i hope. now I'm laying in bed listening to B&S and I fel comfrot but it's not like find solace. Laying here a nice feeling. I just can't get comfortable, in the way i need. it's is al bullshit compared to Nov. 11th. but that is life. we still stuggle and enjoy it. but you can't force yourself to be a certain way. The flowers smell so nice. a beer, a cigartte. and yet I'm still awake. here i lay. stop for me.

Post by **Sloth** » Sun Oct 07, 2001 2:19 am

sweet dream im 8 hours ahead and heading out for more piss