Seeking the Muse
Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2004 10:04 am
I'm sure this should go in a better section... and certainly could but it's not; I'm far to lazy for that.
I can't write. I haven't written in AGES. It bothers me. The summer is the time I used to write, because well you know, I had all of that time... sitting around, examing myself, my life, my friends, my realtionships.... and I do that now but I can't write. Every time I try I just stare at the blank page.
Nothing inspires me. Not a beautiful sunset, or a lovely sunrise, or great sex, or tremendous heart break or social injustices, or food, or good wine or a fantastic night out or a horrible night out or stumbling around drunk at four am saying "woah, that's not my room"...
No, all these things inspire me... but not enough. I'm just too damn lazy. And I'm lonely. dreadfully lonely.
I wish I were back in Greece lying on the beach in Rhodes.
I can't write. I haven't written in AGES. It bothers me. The summer is the time I used to write, because well you know, I had all of that time... sitting around, examing myself, my life, my friends, my realtionships.... and I do that now but I can't write. Every time I try I just stare at the blank page.
Nothing inspires me. Not a beautiful sunset, or a lovely sunrise, or great sex, or tremendous heart break or social injustices, or food, or good wine or a fantastic night out or a horrible night out or stumbling around drunk at four am saying "woah, that's not my room"...
No, all these things inspire me... but not enough. I'm just too damn lazy. And I'm lonely. dreadfully lonely.
I wish I were back in Greece lying on the beach in Rhodes.