assasination of rosie

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 6:48 pm

i know dramatic, but i have hit an all time low yesterday when i was officially unofficially dumped, even though i was never a stupid title(girlfriend) and as always i was dumped for a 23 year old stripper that works at the place where my former husband frequented before i dumped him. the blow to the ego is amazing. both parties involved were friends, one a lover. it is hard to pick myself up because i sincerely liked him and he was bent on sabotoging us from the beginning, or at least he loved to remind me of this.
i could never understand why it went on for as long as it did. was i a time passer? until he found my friend(social acquaintance).
i always thought i was sexier than a stripper because i earned my money the hard way, waxing pussy, not stroking cock.
the ironic part is this fucking pinche fresa would criticize me for my awful, stripper,drug addict, convict friends. as far as i can see he is not only a hypocrite ,but an uncaring hollow thug with a lot of gumption.
i feel like i have missed out because of all the wonderful friends he introduced to me and all the fun i had with him. however, i am not a sucker and i guess i have to come to the conclusion that i have been assasinated and people that cannot give love or patience are spiritually lacking. if i ever see him again i will thank him for his honesty that was very refreshing. i just wish i fucking did it for him!!!

Post by **mccutcheon** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 6:54 pm

Maybe somethings for the sake of dignity shouldn't be posted here.

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 6:57 pm

what is dignity when it comes this website?
are you censoring me?

<Jack Chiefton> · Post by **<Jack Chiefton>** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 7:38 pm

As far as the interesting people he introduced to you, let them go, they are but a piss stain on the urnial of life.

I know how it feels to get dumped by someone you truly like. I guess all you can do is be nice to him if you happen to see him again (as hard as that may be). But if you show resentment and hostility, it will follow(haunt) you for a long long time. Not a minute goes by in my brain where I don't think of the former, and that ended about 9 months ago. And that is due to the resentment I intially showed her. She wanted a break, I didnt, and I was compulsive, she might say neurotic, and I scared her away forever.

Anyways, to use your words Rosie: Smile! it's not the end of the novel, just perhaps the end of the chapter.

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 10:59 pm

here is a quiz:
who in paxacidus has absolutely no soul in their music collection?
this says a lot!!!

<h.> · Post by **<h.>** » Thu Mar 07, 2002 11:24 pm

Sit down and listen to some Otis Redding. Good stuff, my favorite is "Happy Song" because it has that horribly catchy "dum dum dooby dee dum dum" in it. That part of the song alone will turn that frown upside down and leave you wandering around singing it.

<sarah> · Post by **<sarah>** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 12:00 am

Hang in there lovers!!

Brett · Post by **Brett** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 4:22 am

Dissenion. Relax. Tomorrow the snow will fall and then..... Whenever I feel like I've been screwed I take a look at a picture of the universe. We are but a blip. A wrinkle in time. The more time you spend hateing others the less time you have to appreciate the beauty in life. Don't judge someone because of their nature. There are scorpions and frogs. We all need to cross the river at some point. It's all good.
Mccutcheon, threats are for the weak.
Rosie, Life is like a box o' chocolates.......

<h.> · Post by **<h.>** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 7:52 am

ah yes. being mouthy is fun.
McC, ask me about the pictures I took of you tonight... tomorrow. I'll send them to the sloth and he can get a giggle.
Methinks Rosie saying what she said is no different than any of us voicing our beefs on this website.
Just a slice of life that is not like anything, yet similar to anyone writing here.

Post by **mccutcheon** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 8:23 am

Jack- you call my friends piss stains again and I'll thump you on your stupid head.

martino · Post by **martino** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 9:29 am

rosie: any mutha who dumps you should have his head examined. and get de balled as well, preferably

mac: it's your site dammit, say what you want

some other people: i find home truths hard to bear. if it was me who had gotten dumped, and somebody told me my feelings were of no concern in comparison to matters of cosmic importance, well then... but I don't want to get violent on this splendid forum

rosie, again: read alain de botton, "how proust can change your life", especially the chapter on how to suffer properly. and then read proust. the best medicine for a wounded heart i know of

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 6:00 pm

survived a bad movie at the theatre.
still feeling assasinated when i see them at a cafe or hear about anything.
to judge the woman involved would be silly. she asked me out on a date a while back, i should have taken her up on it, but then i would have been left for the boy eventually.
blah ,blah ,blah,
i liked him.

p.s. it is a natural tendency to reference people with their jobs. being a stripper is a noble J>O>B> that pays the bills. unfortunately, one has to deal with such a bad clients.
boyfriends get jealous.

<Jack Chiefton> · Post by **<Jack Chiefton>** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 10:53 pm

Well, if you're the one who did the dumping Mc, and it was your friends I refered to as piss stains, it was not to my knowledge, I mean I don't know you people, how the fuck would I have known that genius? But if you ever threaten me again, I won't be so passive as to joke around the next time I see you in a townie bar.

As a matter of fact, I'll call your friends whatever the fuck I want to call them. Because I've just let slide the fact that you've called one of my better friends a "bitch", so you may act hard behind a computer screen. Just hope for your sake you don't see me ever again so you don't have the opportunity to do any thumping, kk? Now get fucked junior, and you can bet I won't forget that threat.

<Jack Chiefton> · Post by **<Jack Chiefton>** » Fri Mar 08, 2002 11:33 pm

Oh yeah-

I just might be in Washinton state in a couple of weeks, care for a drink Mc?

<rosie> · Post by **<rosie>** » Sat Mar 09, 2002 12:58 am

yeah mccuthcheon go get fucked, but hey i would love to go for a drink.