Bulletin Board of Bad Behavior

i always think about up and getting away, i never pictured myself on a boat sailing to the unknown, more as if driving down roads to lead me to some point or place that will be called my home soon enough...but my fear is that of leaving all I have been and pretend to be behind...this house that i li...

sucking at jobs is my fucking problem, every job I get involved in seems to outcast me, probably because i hate being told what to do by fellow employees and managers always become assholes once you have worked a considerable amount of time at one place. I am probley one of the least emotional accep...

I never seem to realize this, when ever I am over Aaron's house his girlfriend always ends up getting naked and walking around...first we fucking getting high and she is taking a bath with the door half way the fuck open, then its coming out to talk to aaron with no shirt on...she is peaking around ...

So, yes, at one point as of three days ago I thought I would stop drinking and smoking...tonight I said fuck it...drank two beers and so far smoked three cigarettes...and am about to smoke another. I cant help it, life is hard for me, spending a whole day alone seems like misery. I spent a lot of ti...